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  Old  September 17th, 2017, 2:17am     #1
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I feel like I can't make it anymore
I've been here since around 2001, I think- I don't say much any more but I'm usually at the sweeps every day. I lost my daughter bonosun73 back in December 2014 and I've tried- so hard- but I'm just not sure I can any more. So- just in case- I wanted to tell all of my friends how much they have meant to me and how much I love them. You are a special group of people. Love you guys.

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  Old  September 17th, 2017, 9:24am     #2
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I am a long time member here who also doesn't post often, but of course I remember you, and the tragic loss of your daughter. I cannot imagine what you are going through, but please, please realize there are people who care. I am going to pray so hard that God will wrap his loving arms around you and bring you some comfort. Is there anyone you can reach out to just to talk you through this time, even if it's just reaching out to someone on a hot line. Please know you matter. Please hold on. This can be a very loving and supportive community here. Do you have other family members that can help you? Please PM me to talk if you need to.
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  Old  September 17th, 2017, 12:11pm     #3
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Please know & remember how much you are loved! Chuck, Travis, your Mom & me care for you deeply. I remember when Bobbi died & I can't imagine the grief & heartache you are suffering. Hold on to all of your special memories & I wish I knew how to help. Praying for you and your entire family.

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YOU are an important member of this community. Sending much hugs, thoughts and prayers for comfort and solace.


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I've been here since around 2001, I think- I don't say much any more but I'm usually at the sweeps every day. I lost my daughter bonosun73 back in December 2014 and I've tried- so hard- but I'm just not sure I can any more. So- just in case- I wanted to tell all of my friends how much they have meant to me and how much I love them. You are a special group of people. Love you guys.
Unable to send you a private message,
but you seem at the end of your strength

Thinking of you, praying and wish I could give you a real hug

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  Old  September 17th, 2017, 7:19pm     #6
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I searched for you on Facebook because I know we are friends on there, but you must have deleted your profile?
I'm praying for you to find the strength to carry on.
You are loved!

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  Old  September 17th, 2017, 7:54pm     #7
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I searched for you on Facebook because I know we are friends on there, but you must have deleted your profile?
I'm praying for you to find the strength to carry on.
You are loved!
she did delete her account I think, earlier this morning I tried to tag her for a sweepstakes & she had taken her wall down

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I'm still here- just trying to deal with everything. I have a doctor's appointment now- hoping I can get some relief. Thank you everyone for caring

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I'm still here- just trying to deal with everything. I have a doctor's appointment now- hoping I can get some relief. Thank you everyone for caring

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I'm still here- just trying to deal with everything. I have a doctor's appointment now- hoping I can get some relief. Thank you everyone for caring
Thanks for letting us know about your doctor's appointment.

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  Old  September 18th, 2017, 3:26am     #11
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Could you please let the rest of the SMF club know where I am? I highly doubt I will be back on FB (toxic mother problems mainly) but I will pop in with my alternate account after I get better and keep in touch with the club only. I'm still in the Christmas swap. I tried to send a few of them messages on OLS but nobody answered. Thanks <3

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Could you please let the rest of the SMF club know where I am? I highly doubt I will be back on FB (toxic mother problems mainly) but I will pop in with my alternate account after I get better and keep in touch with the club only. I'm still in the Christmas swap. I tried to send a few of them messages on OLS but nobody answered. Thanks <3
you got it!! I am just 20 miles from you & will help anyway I can!

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you got it!! I am just 20 miles from you & will help anyway I can!
Thank you- i did manage to get Veronica's attention so she will help me out. I really appreciate your support

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  Old  September 18th, 2017, 6:03pm     #14
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how was your doctor's appointment? Spill your guts & cry & hopefully there will be some meds to help! I know I have had to have help dealing with "LIFE"

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I'm glad you are seeking some help.
Sorry, you had to delete your FB profile due to family drama.

Now, I'm also missing my Angry Birds teammate who often would kick my butt!

Hang in there sister!

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