JanMarie
February 10th, 2004, 2:03pm
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sweepyhead doesn't trust men, but I'm at the point where I don't trust anybody, even, or maybe, especially, my own family.
There is a major conflict within our family (not between my daughters and myself) that actually started 4 months ago (or maybe it really started years and years ago). Things hit a climax within the last week and it's escalated to the point where factions are breaking off. It's like I can see it in my mind where troops are gathering for battle; there's one side and then there's the other. I was on one side at first, until certain really close family members started twisting something I knew to be true into something they wanted to believe (not the truth).
Family, family, family. That's what I heard growing up: family is for family, be there for family, stick up for family, support family, when things happen family's all you can depend on, and so on. It's what I've taught my kids and it's what I've believed and done until now.
I never thought I would turn my back on my family. They've always been there for me and I've always been there for them, Until Now. I've decided to disown the whole lot of them.
Guess I'll be my own little island in the middle of a hurricane, that is if I can stay there. I'm afraid we'll be dragged back into it, against our will, before long.
{bleep}{bleep}{bleep}{bleep}{bleep} Ever noticed how cursing sometimes makes you feel better? I feel a little less pissy now.
sweepyhead doesn't trust men, but I'm at the point where I don't trust anybody, even, or maybe, especially, my own family.
There is a major conflict within our family (not between my daughters and myself) that actually started 4 months ago (or maybe it really started years and years ago). Things hit a climax within the last week and it's escalated to the point where factions are breaking off. It's like I can see it in my mind where troops are gathering for battle; there's one side and then there's the other. I was on one side at first, until certain really close family members started twisting something I knew to be true into something they wanted to believe (not the truth).
Family, family, family. That's what I heard growing up: family is for family, be there for family, stick up for family, support family, when things happen family's all you can depend on, and so on. It's what I've taught my kids and it's what I've believed and done until now.
I never thought I would turn my back on my family. They've always been there for me and I've always been there for them, Until Now. I've decided to disown the whole lot of them.
Guess I'll be my own little island in the middle of a hurricane, that is if I can stay there. I'm afraid we'll be dragged back into it, against our will, before long.
{bleep}{bleep}{bleep}{bleep}{bleep} Ever noticed how cursing sometimes makes you feel better? I feel a little less pissy now.